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I keep having such weird dreams.

Twitter has virtually eradicated the blogging world for me... now I don't even like reading them because I find they're too long.

The only situation in life where 'the longer ISN'T better.'

So cold in my room, it's ridiculous and I have the heat on like 30C but because I'm in the basement and I have a door in my room that goes outside it's all cold.

Blah.

SO my mother just bought the iPhone 3G S and I am beyond jealous... hatefully jealous I guess you could say. But I still love her, just not her decisions ; )

Not a lot new in my life right now, just waiting for things to start getting better i.e. stable job and some stable income, which starts next next week on the 15th... so that will be nice to get a paycheck that's not only 300$ and not have to owe it ALL and THEN some to bills and car parts.

Makes me want to go to sleep tonight and all tomorrow so next week comes faster or something... I don't know, but it's half tempting.

Buttons for Twitter

Not sure which one I like the most... so I'm going to post them here and see what happens, like how they look in posts and such! : )

TWITTER

Thank you all, now you are featured with my own personal Twitter links to which I IMPLORE you to go and check out and follow me : )

Because if not I will f***cken FLIP! ; )

Updates

So I posted some progress pictures, and I feel good.

I feel like my hard work is finally paying off and that in itself is enough to keep me going because now I want to see what exactly the difference will be in another 3 months, when I know how to effectively work out and isolate muscle areas to maximise muscle growth. As well my diet has become better, and I've been using the correct supplements... so this will be fun.

Also got a full time job that pays A LOT better than my current uber part time job, which will give me 35 hours a week at a MUCH higher pay scale, so now I can afford all the sexy things I want to buy... like a new TV, PS3, a new Laptop and mod shit for my car before the summer comes so I can show it all off ;)

The drive

So tonight on the drive home it was so eerie, because I was driving along a straight road and behind me, far back I see a single very bright light and I thought maybe it was a car with highbeams way off in the distance. 

So I kept driving.

I'd go over a bump, and come up outta the bump and there it was but this time it wasn't so far away I could tell it was just there, so I thought maybe it's a car with a headlight out and they have just maybe the highbeam on... But I went down another bump and came out and it was gone... with no turn offs and nowhere for it to go but the light was gone. After a transport truck passed me and I guess would have passed it, it was gone.

I got kinda giddy and excited. What are the possibilities?

Definitely the hardest part of going to the gym is getting up the energy and will power to get TO the gym. Like right now I am totally struggling... because before I go I need to eat (and I'm not sure what to make for lunch) and then I need to engulf my protein and take my creatine 30mins prior to the work out and then I need to shower so I'm all fresh and awake.

I haven't done any of that yet.

So here goes getting ready for the gym, and I'll start with trying to figure out what to make for my lunch, after I make my bed of course... aww but that's a sin I have to wake my dog he's conked out on the bed asleep... maybe making my bed will be second on the list to give him some quality sleeping time.

My views

I'm sure exactly how I feel about excessive partying and stuff at my age... like I have an idea but I'm still a little effy as to how serious I feel about the idea. I know I'm young and people my age do like to party, but I choose not to anymore.

I used to drink a lot and anyone that's known me could attest to that but just in the last 1-2 years I've completely moved away from the clubbing/partying scene and the type of people it draws in: dodgy and unstable people. I mean it's reflective of the environment, which draws in those types of people. And it's a huge huge turn off for me. I just don't want anything to do with it or that lifestyle anymore and, like I've said, I've completely removed myself from that sphere.

It's just something about it seems so fake, so juvenile and so... ugh. That's probably the best way I could word it - ugh.

NYE was the last night I got to the point of drunkness and even then I was still very conscious of what was happening that night and the environment around me, but it's every time I go out I realise and just get angry at the people that are around me. People are just so different under the influence, and don't get me wrong so am I! We all are, and it's just annoying. I just prefer to relax and drink and sure if I want to get drunk kind of stay in my own little area, with a few friends and just relax and chill and not be part of the bullshit and the drama... which is really what it is and what I've experienced in my years of hardcore partying and "living it up."

Well I'm grown up, and I've matured, and I want absolutely nothing to do with it... it just seems so immature.